I haven't been around lately because it has been crazy! Oh OUI FOU!
I am still dating or should i say now "seeing the same Garcon= guy"
yes let's clap our hands! Hourra! yes but not that quick!
It is always like this, when everything is going well, that something happens not necessarily bad but still... Voila, MON EX EST DE RETOUR= MY EX IS BACK!!
what a bummer!
it took me months to get over him because of course he broke " my little COEUR" and of course he had to make a come back when i was getting on my feet! C' est toujours comme ca!
So he called me ' out of the blue", i almost fainted, ok it seems exagerated! but it is true i have been waiting for this phone call, trained myself for hours, days and months that if he calls back " i will tell him to go f... himself"!!" Et bien, you know what?!
i was " une poule mouillee"+= a wimp!! a big wimp!
My heart was racing so much, i could hear myself breathing ! How pathetic! Thinking about it! grrrrr. what an idiot!
After 5 minutes, i succeed in getting my acts together but i was still "weak"! And all of sudden, the only sentence that i could hear was " are you free for a drink next week?" and before i realize what i was saying, a BIG OUI came out my mouth, merde, merde, too late!
He kept on talking saying how excited he was to see me! and moi, i was speechless, numb! we hung up and i realized that i didn't know the day, the time, the place! A black out total!
I didn't call him back even though it was "itching" and until now i still don't know! i don't know what to do. I am in a relationship and i am better and now "THIS ONE" is coming back!
Why do we always have to like the ones that are not right for us?